Cookie Monster's Junkyard=)

2011-04-02T19:36:00.000+08:00

So i'll blog about my day. Went to KL in the morning. THERE'S LIKE A LOT OF FOOD THERE. ZOMG, FOOOOOD. heeee (Y)
After that, Joey and I went to Subang Parade. Ate my favourite cheesecake, again. then went shoppingggg. Wanted to watch I am number four but it's no long in the cinema. Didn't get to watch the hot blonde guy. grrrr:(
Came home and called the-girl-i-love-biting-while-she-loves-piggybacking-me, Foong Ping. And she said she couldn't go to the park. oh well:)

2011-04-02T19:31:00.000+08:00

hahahaha. i feel so okay right now :)

Yeah. You should probably do something with all that ugly on your face.

2011-04-02T19:06:00.004+08:00

WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? OH PUHLEASE. YOU HAVE NO RIGHT AT ALL TO JUDGE ME.
THIS IS MY LIFE, MY CHOICE. NOT YOURS.
I'M UNFRIENDLY? THEN YOU'RE AN EMO SHIT, A LONER, BECAUSE NO ONE CAN STAND YOUR SHITTY ATTITUDE.
I'VE A BAD TASTE? OH REALLY? I THINK AT THE VERY LEAST I CAN STILL TELL THAT YOU'RE NOTHING BUT A USELESS JERK.
I'M UGLY? OMG. I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT COMING OUT FROM THE MOUTH OF A GUY WHO IS UGLY INSIDE OUT.
JERK, WHY DON'T YOU LOOK INTO A MIRROR BEFORE YOU SPEAK? STOP EMBARASSING YOURSELF.
THANKS.

2011-04-01T21:40:00.000+08:00

Forget about my previous post, it's kinda boring. hihihihi :)

THERE ZHU WEI, THIS IS EMMA ROBERTS. AND I LOVE HER LIKE ZOMG.

She's so beautifullll. Foong Ping and I were talking bout her today. Both of us agreed that she should shift characters with Kristen Stewart. She should be Bella while Kristen Stewart acts as Hermoine. DON'T YOU THINK? it's sho unfair. Kristen Stewart gets all the hot guys in the Twilight Series, while she, this gorgeous lady, has to act with *ehem* not-so-hot-guys in Harry Potter. hahaha.

Foong Ping lend me her lab coat today. It's wayy cleaner than the school's. But it's huge, like seriously. It looks like a poncho when i wore it. LOL. Thanks anyways love :)

2011-03-21T18:50:00.001+08:00

Did I mention anything about Gunung Stong? I think i forgot to post something bout that, or maybe i was just lazy:/

On the 11th to 14th of March, my school had this trip to Mount Stong and it was great! I even managed to reach the peak, which is around 1322 m above sea level. But it was quite dissapointing though. Like the way up to base camp, it was virtually uphill all the way, the incline getting steeper and steeper as we approached the top. And when we managed to reach the peak, it is just a rock, surrounded by coniferous trees which coupled with the mist still evident around, blocked out most of the surrounding panorama. So there was nothing much up there.

What i love most from the camp is the seven-tiered Stong Waterfalls! It is the highest waterfall in Southeast Asia. We had a lot of fun bathing and playing in the waterfall! Besides, it's the sunrise. IT WAS AMAZINGGG. I'll never watch any of that back here in KL, cause who wakes up at 6 in the morning just to watch a frigging sun rising up? But it was so cooool. No regrets, i swear. Sacrificing my sleep to watch the magnificient sun rise was all worth it(:

So today, during assembly, Puan Rohana had a speech about this trip of ours, and there were pictures shown out through the projector too. All of us who participated got a certificate today, and the best part, of course, was the picturessssssss.

you know what? this post feels boring. hahahaha. but oh nevermind, i'll just let it be. I'll post more pictures next time, i promise. I mean, if i remember.

Till next time.

Love,

Siang Siang

2011-03-17T16:54:00.002+08:00

ain't that just so cuteeee? C:

Kevin: thanks for readinggg. it means a lot to me. i mean, i thought my blog is dead(:

Deyy: it's even nicer stalking YOUR blog. it has my pretty pictures in them:D

Love,

Siang Siang

2011-02-25T18:56:00.003+08:00

Just in case you want to know, i'm doing perfectly fine.

2011-02-08T20:31:00.002+08:00

I guess I really need to rearrange my emails. I just realised that I've 5453 messages. great(:

Saw this one from E-min. and I really love it.

There are some things you can be sure of. If clouds are full of
rain, they will pour water on the earth. If a tree falls--to the
south or to the north--then it will stay where it falls. But there
are some things that you cannot be sure of. You must take a chance.
If you wait for perfect weather, you will never plant your seeds. If
you are afraid that every cloud will bring rain, you will never
harvest your crops. (Ecc 11:3-4 ERV)

Prayer: LORD, I don't want to miss my destiny because I am waiting
for everything to be "just right". And I don't want to be so afraid
of making a mistake that I miss an opportunity from You. Life and
circumstances are seldom certain. So, if I need to take a chance,
help me pray first, then have courage to step out. If I still make a
mistake, You can make it right. In Jesus' name, Amen.

2011-02-07T20:23:00.000+08:00

I used to be super disappointed when we don’t get to talk and I don’t get to tell you how my day went and the crazy things I did or how our terror teachers suddenly surprises us with a quiz. Or, when I don’t get to listen to how you feel sleepy during classes or what you did with your friends and how you went home. You know the simple things. I used to look forward to talking to you at the end of day, hearing you say goodnight. But lately, we don’t get to anymore and I find myself okay with it and I don’t get excited when we do. And what’s worse, I think you’re okay with it too.

~~And that's exactly how I feel right now.~~

2011-02-02T12:14:00.001+08:00

Hihoooo.

My head feels kinda weird now. That's what you get for sleeping for 12 hours. Spend my day yesterday doing nothing. Accompanied daddy out to Carrefour, and guess who I saw there? LOONG FOONG PING <3 I was walking and then my dad pointed at her and said, "isn't that your friend?" and yesss, it's her.
And then after that, we went to all the four banks. My dad has payments to make or whatever. I have no idea. I was just sleeping in the car. My dad went into one of those banks and he asked me to lock the car door, since I'm staying in there. I fell asleep in the car so my dad can't get in, and he kept knocking on the car door. haha. We went to 100 yen too. I love the snow ice there. ESPECIALLY THE ONE WITH THE MANGO FLAVOUR :D

My family and I, minus my mum, went to SS15 for dinner. I saw this guy from our school there. and I was wishing that he can't see me. haha. Don't ask why : P I saw *nameofperson* there too. I wished she could tell who I was. I hoped with all my heart, that she still remembers me. I hoped that at the very least, she still remembered that I've appeared in her life, even if it was for a short time.

okay. okay. enough. Siang Siang, enough of all those negative shits. You've to learn to let go.

OH DID I MENTION THAT THERE ARE SO MANY FIREMEN IN MY HOUSE NOW? I think there's around 10 of them. hahahaha. ALOLOLO, THIS IS SO AWESOME. My dad called because there's a cat or kitten or both on top of the ceiling, in between the ceiling and the roof. He kept going," saya takut kucing tu lar. Boleh tak datang tolong? saya memang takut lar," OMG WEH. i can't stop laughing. 3 minutes later, 7 or 8 firemen came in. They went upstairs and one of them went up into that space between the ceiling and the roof, and started looking for the kitten/cat. They're so funny. Halfway kan, that guy up there shouted,"terpijak batuuuu!" HAHAHA. man, i love firemen.

kay, that's all for now.
Love,
Siang Siang

2011-02-01T14:18:00.001+08:00

Chinese new year is in another few days time. wowww. So yeah, we went to my aunt's house on Saturday to make kuih kapit. I don't really enjoy doing all these bakings and kuihs and all, but because my mum really wanted to try, so I accompanied her. But it was a really good experience after all. Okay, despite the horrible heat.

that was at the start, before we started with anything. It was so clean right? But in the end, the place was so dirty:P

my uncle, lighting up the charcoal.

man, I love the fire. But i had to sit beside it for 5 hours. omgggg:O

After we finished with the kuih kapit,I was so tired until I fell asleep on my aunt's sofa. crappp. haha. And then my uncle decided that we all have a barbeque dinner at his house. He went out and bought marinated chicken wings and fishes from Carrefour. Sorry, no pictures on all that. I was too hungry, all I did was stuffing food into my mouth until i forgot to take pictures. heee(:

That's all for now.

Chao.

Love,

Siang Siang(:

2011-01-30T09:36:00.000+08:00

It's not easy to win over a girl's heart. You can't just look into her eyes and say "I love you" and think she'll instantly fall in love with you. You have to get to know her and show that you love her just the way she is. You have to be able to handle her when she's mad, comfort her when she's sad, and let her rely on you when she's feeling independent. You don't have to buy her the most expensive gifts all the time; as long as you mean everything you say, and keep all the promises you made. And when you finally do tell her that you love her, make sure that you really mean it. Because chances are she needs another broken heart like you need a hole in your head.

2011-01-30T09:20:00.000+08:00

Hiiiii, I'm back into the blogging mood again. Maybe it's holidays? hee, I love holidays. I mean, WHO DOESN'T? But still, I'm given one whole pile of homeworks, they're worse than kissing Justin Bieber, seriously. They're still left untouch, but I guess I'll have to start doing them after I come back from Genting. Oh yes, I'm going to Genting later. And i'll be back tomorrow, i guess. Mummy's gonna stay at home and bake.

OH OH, DID YOU REALISED THAT I CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN? What do you think of this one? Is it better than the previous yellow and green one? give me some comments yawwww(:

Kay, I don't know what to write now. so yeah, byes.

Love,

Siang Siang(:

2011-01-30T09:15:00.001+08:00

promise me, please?

2011-01-13T18:42:00.001+08:00

who are you?

2010-12-28T21:52:00.001+08:00

Hello Earthlingsssssssss(:

I'm back. Like always. I'll be gone for goodness knows how long, and then i'll always find my way back to my beloved blog. You know you love me.

I feel so lazy to update on what i've been up to lately, so yeah, forget it:D I didn't do anything much today. I woke up at 12, so lateeeee. I went out for lunch and then i spent the rest of my day at home. I FINISHED MY SCIENCE PAPER ONE EXERCISES(almost)(Y)

Talked to Kwan Yew and Darien. Darien's back from Ipoh, and i love his pictures! he has skills man, and a DSLR, I'm so jealous:P Kwan Yew, I miss you. I didn't see you for a month, boo you. But talking to you are always really nice. You have such patience, and you can bear with my mood swings. I loveeeee you <3

Mellll, I miss chatting with you, if you're reading this, I miss you. I want you to know that i enjoy every single minute chatting with you. And I can't wait to see you everyday in school, but now u're changing school. why why why?

kay, that's all for now. Chao.

Love,

Siang Siang.

2010-12-18T11:39:00.000+08:00

Today didn't started well. I don't want to mention what happened. It's just some things.

But I'm sure today will be a beautiful day, not one of the normal ones. Yes, i'll do something today, something fun, meaningful, and make this day a memorable one. I'm sick of letting days just pass by like that, and then by the end of the day, i hide myself under the blankets and regret. no, this is not going to happen anymore.

Today is going to be a great day.

Yes, it is, ~~Although darling and Kwan Yew ain't around.~~

I typed something and pressed backspace again. whattttt?

Oh yes, my facebook. I don't get any notifications so i don't know when someone tagged me in something, or post on my wall, or comment/like my wall post. I get one or two, and that's all, but when i go to my profile, i see people posting things:(

2010-12-17T23:28:00.000+08:00

hihooo:D

Today's just another normal day. I was suppose to finish my BM papers but i didn't.

I went to Jaya Square to play badminton with my dad. I hadn't played for a long long time, like ever since i went to SMK SS17? kinda. haha(: Ahh, i've so much to work up on. Now Joey's better than me:P

And I'm reading THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES. yeahhhh(Y)

Kay, chao.

Love,

Siang Siang(:

2010-12-15T22:53:00.000+08:00

ABSOLUTELY IN LOVE WITH SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS, HE IS

SO ADORABLE! :D

Although I don't really love the show, but I love Spongebob itself, AND HIS VOICE.

hehehehehe.

I was really bored that day, so I played with my spongebob stickers(Y) .Cik Ruqayah gave them to us, well not exactly us, She gave it to the students who passed up their hws on time, and i didn't get it:( BUT Foong Ping got them and since she does not admire Spongebob(how is that possible??!), she gave them to meeeeee:D

yes, say you love them too:D

Love,

Siang Siang(:

2010-12-14T21:13:00.000+08:00

someone said he reads my blog everyday. that's inspiring. It inspires me to continue blogging.

thank you, sayang(:

2010-12-14T21:07:00.000+08:00

hello! I went to 1 Utama yesterday with my family(: The decorations in there are better than Sunway Pyramid's. yeaaaah.

Chelsy(:

me and my dear darling:D

ahhh, that christmas tree is tall:O

me, me, meD:

momma(:

hellooo, welcome to my house:D

teddy teddy teddy, do u miss me?(:

and then after that, Joey and I stayed back to watch RAPUNZEL with Kah Juin.

THANKS SO MUCH for paying for my movie, and also sending me home(:

that's all.
Tata(Elaine's word)

Love,
Siang Siang(:

2010-12-11T15:00:00.000+08:00

Hi Hi:D

I realised that I didn't post about my trip to Kuantan, so yeah, Imma just upload some pictures(: And i'm so sorry cause the pictures are all jumbled up.

This is the one of the bridges in Sungai Lembing. There was this two malay kids who were shaking that bridge, like zomg.

This is at some rest house i think, where we stopped for a rest.

We went to this temple, and then i saw this CUTE WHITE rat. but sorry rat, I'm cuter than you:D

MY SISTER <3

mommy and Chelsy at the beach(:

ahhh, how i miss sitting there, on the beautiful white sand, listening to the sound of waves while letting the wind embraces my hair.

yeah friend, you've told me to move on, and I did, but I still miss you sometimes(:

I love my shades:)

So that's all,
sorry again for all the mixed up pictures. I'm lazy to arrange them.
hehee.
yeah.

Love,
Siang Siang(:

2010-12-09T23:30:00.000+08:00

make me laugh, would you?(:

zoom zoom zoom

2010-12-09T23:20:00.000+08:00

THIS IS MY 127TH POST.

YEAAAAAAAAAAH(Y)

I think I'm ~~overreacting~~ but this is my first time using the same blog for sooo long:D

THE RESULTS OF DETERMINATION.

hehehehe.

I think I'm kinda high right now.

SO NOW. ABOUT MY DAY. waitttt, there's nothing much to talk about. I hardly even did anything. oh yes, did i mention that my sister is going to Lick Hung next year? And they're having the orientation for the standard ones FOR EIGHT DAYS. that's like super long? But anyways, it's a good school:D except the part that it's ALWAYS jammed ad crowded. ahhh, that gets on my nerves. It's like they don't allow us to go into the school compound until the students are all ready, WHICH MEANS THAT I HAVE TO STAND UNDER THE SUPER HOT SUN WHILE THEY TAKE THEIR OWN SWEET TIME. YES. you know how much i hate the horrible weather nowadays, thanks to global warming and the thinning of ozone layer. But the small gate's open today, so we went in, like obviously. Then this woman came and said something, I can't hear what she's saying, but she looks angry. She looks like she's lecturing, but who gives her the right to make us stand under the sun and let uv rays penetrate into our skin? it causes skin cancer okay? and I could tell that she scolded the guard. kesian him:/ ~~omg.~~~~homklsdlajdfafylfyfhfsj.~~

DON'T TRY READING THEM. JUST LET IT BE(:

Kay kay kay. I better stop before I starts insulting, my dad's like right behind me now:/

chao.

Love,

Siang Siang(:

2010-12-08T23:28:00.001+08:00

yeah, I'm back, ~~after goodness knows how long~~. My blog's dead again, but then when it isn't? Does anyone even come to my blog and read?:/

Nevermind. I'll just update for my own sake. haha(:

I've missed on a lot of posts, and i mean a lot. but oh well, I'll just post some pictures and let them speak for me.

On the 24th, I went to Sunway Pyramid with them, the people who're always there to make my day:D It was awesome. I mean OF COURSE it was<3 We went bowling and all. had loads of funnn talking to Foong Ping, taking photos with Darien, laughing at Bou Kit and being with Prasad and his brother. yeah man(Y)

yes, i love this picture:D

And on the 30th, i went out with THEM:D

Did i mention that i love the Alfredo spaghetti there?

anyone interested in this hot guy?:D

This auditorium is hugeeeeee, like seriously. I went with Deyy and my brother to DUMC on the 3rd of December for this really amazingg contemporary stage show featuring choreography, drama and music! Thank God we could enter. We reached at around 8 and it's already full, so yeah, we had to sit on the floor. BUT IT WAS ALL WORTH IT: D

he was really dragging me, kay?

credits to DEYY!:D

SO THAT'S ALL FOR NOW. I'm lazy to upload the photos i took while i was in Kuantan, leave that for the next post! anddd i feel extremely bad making Kwan Yew wait so long just for me to post this. Sorry:D

Kay, bye bye:)

Love,
Siang Siang

2010-12-07T16:53:00.001+08:00

2010-12-07T16:51:00.002+08:00

2010-12-03T11:54:00.003+08:00

If a person has ugly thoughts, it begins to show on the face. And when that person has ugly thoughts every day, every week, every year, the face gets uglier and uglier until you can hardly bear to look at it. A person who has good thoughts cannot ever be ugly. You can have a wonky nose and a crooked mouth and a double chin and stick-out teeth, but if you have good thoughts it will shine out of your face like sunbeams and you will always look lovely.”

—	Roald Dahl.

2010-11-25T18:29:00.000+08:00

okayyyyy. no updates for so long again. so me: D

Last two Fridays (or issit three? kay, i forgottt.), I went back to school to help Puan Loh to key in marks. yes, ~~teachers are so~~ ........ fill up the blank yourself:D

It was not that bad larr. Talking to Foong Ping and all:D

ANDDD PICTURES:

kay, chao.

God bless,
Siang Siang:)

2010-11-25T18:11:00.000+08:00

~~THERE WON'T BE A SECOND TIME.~~

2010-11-24T21:09:00.002+08:00

oh, really?

Picture taken from : http://nevershoutsteph93.tumblr.com/

2010-11-20T22:37:00.000+08:00

picture taken from: http://kaycousinparinako.tumblr.com/

2010-11-17T15:54:00.001+08:00

Heyy sweetie <3

sorry for not updating for quite some time. On Monday, I went out with my friends to Empire/ Subang parade for Rayna's farewell. It was a last minute party, and I was so scared that i couldn't organise it properly. But thank God everything was NICE:)

I reached the school at around 12? after Alex came to my house. I picked Xian Hui and Sui Kee up, waited for Foong Ping and Rayna to arrive and then we headed to Empire.

Camwhoring most of the time until the guys were fed up. haha:P TOO BAD FOR THEM:D

After a lot of "up to you lar", "anything will do", we ended up in Chilli's. The food was nice. I shared a sandwich with Rayna and it was huge. It took me so long to finish it. THE PRICE WAS SO EXPENSIVE.

That's Foong Ping with her lamb shrek:)

Me with the sandwich, which can't fit into my mouth: O

The four pretty girls:D

And then, we walked to Subang Parade. Went to the arcade and played for a while. I stared at them play:D

At around 3, Alex had to go back to my house cause her granddad's coming over to pick her home, so we all hopped on to Foong Ping's car and went back.

The whole outing was superb, and I hope Rayna enjoyed it:D

2010-11-12T21:10:00.000+08:00

Dear blog,

Yeah, it's me again. Who else?

My day today was plain. I finished reading my story book in two days time! more of one and a half <3

And my brother's furnitures are here today, so he's having his own room now.

Went out with Deyy for a walk in the evening. There are so many ppl we know from school who's at the park:O as usual! It was freaky at first, u know? last time, hardly any of my schoolmates lives here and now "WOW, ISN'T SHE/HE FROM OUR SCHOOL?."

Haha.

Chao<3

God Bless,
Siang Siang

2010-11-11T21:54:00.002+08:00

God, thank you for tonight.

It was nice.

Much better than what I thought it would be.

Let the highest praises, honor and glory be unto Your name.

God bless,
Siang Siang

2010-11-11T19:16:00.002+08:00

I have to go out soon. I better go and get ready now.

Almost forgot that I've an appointment tonight.

I'm scared.

Wish me luck, yeah?

Thanks.

God bless,
Siang Siang

2010-11-10T21:38:00.004+08:00

I'm crying again. I've been crying so much recently? Last night, it was because of my studies. I don't wanna talk bout that.

Tonight, it's because of something I've kept for so long in my heart. It's such a burden. i guess u guys know there's something that've been bothering me, haunting me for so long? Wait, maybe not. No one knows bout this. bout how I felt., bout what really happened. Because I've told no one, except for God. I don't know how to put them in words, or maybe it's cause i just can't tell anyone bout this.

I've blog about how i felt, but you don't understand, because it's all messed up.

But tonight, it's such a relief. Really. It's like I finally get to put down all these. I don't know why I'm crying. Is it because I'm happy, or because i miss those times? I don't know. and i have no interest of finding out.

I just wanna thank you for tonight. It means a lot to me. Maybe it's nothing to you. I'm glad that you're not angry. And we could talk like that. Thank you for giving me the chance to apologise to you. Thank you for talking to me, for making me feel better.

I hope that we could be like how we were, perhaps even better, even closer? please? I really want you back. Although the time we've spent with each other is really short, but i doubt I can forget you, because u've changed my life. You've made my day brighter, you've made me feel comfortable, you've made me feel loved. Maybe you didn't realised all these, but you've made my life a better one. When i was lonely, you talked to me. I remember that day at Port Dickson, you were the only one I knew from ... who congratulated me, the others were just people i don't really know. And that little action of yours warmed my heart. It's little things like those that you do, changes my life, inspires my life. You don't know that, but I do. Because I've seen so much on you, so much of God blessings and God's grace on you. I want to be someone like you.

I hope that everything's good for you.

I love you.

Thank you so much brother.

God Bless,
Siang Siang: )

2010-11-09T15:51:00.001+08:00

COME ON! GO GREEN!

Save our planet;)

It's the only planet that has chocolates and Chipsters <3

2010-11-09T15:47:00.000+08:00

HEYHOOOOOOOO: )

I missed school today.

Because I wanna use my time to do some more important things, like like SLEEP? and watching GOSSIP GIRLS?

Eheh?

Kay, I'm bored now. ~~Maybe I'm regretting a lil tiny bit for not going to school today.~~

I wonder what are you guys doing now? Playing Speed or Uno Cards? Or my fav Truth or Dare?

Oh well, keep me updated when you're back.

See ya.

Love,

Siang Siang

2010-11-07T19:18:00.002+08:00

Went out for dinner last night at the crystal Crown Hotel. The company my dad works for had this Gala dinner there: )

Sorry, didn't snap enough of photos. AND NOW ONLY I REALISED I DIDN'T TAKE ANY PICTURES OF THE FOOD! but it's weird, kay? Like u're eating with some people you don't really know, and you ask them to hold on for awhile, and wait for you to snap shots of the food, then only they're allowed to eat. It's rude, so yeahh: (

She's 14, just like me=) and her dress is BLUE. haha: ) she has a really amazing mum. And that moment when she hugs her mum on stage, it was so touching.

See that lady in purple? yeah, the gorgeous one. That's her mum. You know some people has this tradisional beliefs that women are suppose to stand behind men, and men are always more successful. I don't buy them. because I believe that women could be as successful as guys. And her mother is one of the women i knew in real life who've proved that right. She was so successful in her career and she's a wonderful leader.

World, meet Angel. She's pretty, right? I got to know her while we're dancing=) YOU SHOULD SEE HER DANCE. so hot babehh: D

That's me and my mum.

Everything ended at around 10.30. It was nice. The food was <3 and I like the part where we danced: )

That's about it. My dad and bro stayed at the hotel that night, while my mum and us all went back.

Kay, see ya.

Love,

Siang Siang

2010-11-05T23:14:00.001+08:00

I wrote a post and then pressed "Backspace" until it's all gone..

2010-11-05T23:04:00.030+08:00

hello peeps. how's things going?

Mine's great today. It's my mum's birthday, so we went out. My dad had to go to the hotel in the morning for some functions, so Momma and the rest of us went to Papa rich for lunch.

The nasi lemak there is AWESOME. I love the sambal, and and the curry! you should give it a try.

Ahhh, and my cappucino. But it taste like some milkshake. too creamyyyy.

After that, we headed to Summit. Momma and I. We shopped and I got my hair cut: ) i look so different nowww. pfft;)

I bought momma this dress. It's black in colour, and i think it looks really good when momma wears it.

When my dad's back, we went to Sunway Pyramid, for our dinner and we ended up in Ole-Ole Bali. The decorations are nice, unique, but i find the food just normal. Nothing interesting, and yet IT'S SO PACKED. i don't know why but I feel so stuffy when I'm in there. Maybe it's just me.

Shopped for awhile, and then we had to rushed home before 10pm, since the cake shop closes at that time. Bought Momma an "Opera" cake. It's a mixture of butter, chocolate, Almonds and coffee. No cheesecake: ( but! but! THE CAKE WAS SUPERB(Y) yummm..

That's about it, i guess?

2010-11-05T11:39:00.000+08:00

yeah, it's for you: )

p.s I do not own this picture

2010-11-04T18:43:00.007+08:00

5/11/10

Today, I celebrate a very special day.

A day I can never forget.

It’s a day I celebrate someone, who is very important in my life. Someone extraordinary.

Today, I celebrate her love, patience and the time she’ve spent with me. Her love is like the sun, shining brightly onto me, onto my life. She brightens my path, leading me into the correct path of life.

Today, I celebrate her boundless physical and emotional energy, in loving, supporting, encouraging me, and lifting me up when I fall.

And she’s my dearest mum: ) IT’S YOUR BIRTHDAY TODAY mum! Happy birthday: D

And on this very special day, I want you to know that I love you. Each day, every moment with you is so dear. I cherish every moment I get to spent with you, because they’re precious. Money can’t buy the times you’ve missed your favourite tv shows or your facial appointments, just to be with me, to teach and mould me. It’s truly a blessing for me to have you as my mum. I’m grateful and I thank God for that, cause mum, you’re amazing.

Thank you mum, for everything. I know I can never repay all that you’ve done for me.I hope you enjoy your day today: )

Love ,

Your daughter: )

2010-11-04T15:23:00.002+08:00

HEYY HEYYY! GUESS WHAT?

THIS IS MY 1O2ND POST!

I have a few blogs. I get bored with things easily, you know? So i keep changing my blogs.Blog.delete, then create a new one. haha:) BUT THIS TIME, I STAY ON THIS BLOG TILL NOWWW.

I feel so happy: ) HEEE.

Be happy for me lar, kay? First time blogging in A blog for so long: )

Love you blog,

Siang Siang=)

p,s: I do not own the picture: )

2010-11-04T15:02:00.005+08:00

Do you find blogging tough?

Hope this helps=)

p,s: I do not own the picture: )

2010-11-04T14:55:00.001+08:00

So do you like Twilight? ;)

Love,
Siang Siang=)

p,s: I do not own the picture: )

2010-11-04T00:00:00.002+08:00

HELLO: )

Did nothing much today. It's a holiday, so why bother? lol. I felt like i wasted yet another day of mine. During the exam week, i wake up every morning with a goal, i tell myself what i have to do on that very day, and when it's time for me to go to bed at night, i feel satisfied, because i've managed to finish up what i've planned to do. It feels good, u know?
But during holidays, i wake up and then start wasting my time. And when the night comes, i feel empty.. That feeling when i know i've wasted another precious day of mine just like that.. it's horrible. That feeling..
So, i guess it proves the saying right ;

If you wanna sleep with satisfaction, you've got to wake up with determination

Kay, back to the topic. I went to Ikea today. My brother's gonna have his own room soon! He painted it grey, and we went to Ikea to shop for his furnitures. Imma take a picture of his room once it's ready: ) It was fun. I sat on the trolley used to carry furnitures, and it was crazy.

I felt like a small kid again, I don't want to grow up. The older you are, the more difficult things are. The more decisions you have to make. When you're young,the hardest decision you have to make is between the strawberry or mango flavour of the candies, but as you grow older, it's more than just that. way moreee.

I had a talk with my mum today. These few days, i guess. She told me some stuffs. But i don't know what I want. I need some time. No, i need to know what I want. God, help me please.

Love,
Siang Siang

2010-11-03T14:41:00.002+08:00

Smile, it is the key that fits the lock of everybody's heart.
~ Anthony J. D'Angelo

Siang Siang

p,s: I do not own the picture: )

2010-11-03T02:16:00.005+08:00

Hey there: )

How's your day?

mine's okay, more than just okay, it was fun.

i love this year. 2010, one of the best years. It was so much more better than last year. really. i really enjoyed it.
But it's coming to an end. I should be writing this maybe somewhere around December. I never really thought that time passes by so quickly until evry year's December. but it's just November now.

Forget that part, I'm updating again: O i've been really lazy these days. Kept finding excuses, one after another on why ain't i updating my blog.

Exams are over todeh!

zomg, like finalllly. Time to relax and time to hang out now. HEE: )

Exams was okay, Civic was the hardest paper this time. It was very unexpected, but it's all over now. Thank God.

I don't know what to blog about.. i'm tired, but i don't want to sleep.crap. I'll upload some photos tomorrow, aite?

See ya,
Siang Siang.

2010-10-04T22:00:00.001+08:00

oh my gosh, my line is sooo slow and i hate it. IT'S.SO.ANNOYING.

2010-10-01T12:14:00.001+08:00

Touching life story..... A young man was getting ready to graduate college. For many months he had admired a beautiful sports car in a dealer's showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it, he told him that was all he wanted. As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited signs that his father had purchased the car. Finally, on the morning of his graduation his father called him into his private study. His father told him how proud he was to have such a fine son, and told him how much he loved him. He handed his son a beautiful wrapped gift box. Curious, but somewhat disappointed the young man opened the box and found a lovely, leather-bound Bible. Angrily, he raised his voice at his father and said, "With all your money you give me a Bible?" and stormed out of the house, leaving the holy book. Many years passed and the young man was very successful in business. He had a beautiful home and wonderful family, but realized his father was very old, and thought perhaps he should go to him. He had not seen him since that graduation day. Before he could make arrangements, he received a telegram telling him his father had passed away, and willed all of his possessions to his son. He needed to come home immediately and take care things. When he arrived at his father's house, sudden sadness and regret filled his heart. He began to search his father's important papers and saw the still new Bible, just as he had left it years ago. With tears, he opened the Bible and began to turn the pages. As he read those words, a car key dropped from an envelope taped behind the Bible. It had a tag with the dealer's name, the same dealer who had the sports car he had desired. On the tag was the date of his graduation, and the words...PAID IN FULL. How many times do we miss God's blessings because they are not packaged as we expected?

From : http://www.indianchild.com/inspiring_stories.htm

Ice cream

2010-10-01T12:04:00.000+08:00

This is from an old story, back in the '30s, in the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less. A 10 year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in front of him.

"How much is an ice cream sundae?" the little boy asked.

"Fifty cents," replied the waitress.

The little boy pulled his hand out of his pocket and studied the coins he had. "Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?" he inquired.

By now, more people were waiting for a table and the waitress was growing very impatient. "Thirty-five cents," she brusquely replied.

The little boy again counted his coins. "I'll have the plain ice cream," he said.

The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on the table and walked away. The boy finished the ice cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress came back, she began to cry. As she wiped down the table, there placed neatly beside the empty dish were two nickels and five pennies. You see, he couldn't have the sundae because he had to have enough money to leave her a tip.

oh gosh, these stories make me feel like crying: (

http://www.motivational-well-being.com/motivational-stories.html

2010-09-30T21:09:00.000+08:00

I don't know what to blog about today, it didn't started really well.

I really don't have the mood to blog today..

So yeah,

chao,

Siang Siang

2010-09-29T10:38:00.000+08:00

Something is wrong with my blog. the colour of the fonts of my past few posts won't appear. They said it's some HTML error or something.. now it looks so PLAIN! grrr.

oh, this is what I'm going to do for my oral:

Importance Of Determination

In 1883, an engineer named John Roebling wanted to build a bridge connecting New York with the Long Island. But, bridge building experts throughout the world thought that this was impossible and told John to forget the idea.

However, John could not ignore the vision he had in his mind of this bridge. He thought about it all the time and he knew deep in his heart that it could be done. He just had to share the dream with someone else. After much discussion and persuasion he managed to convince his son Washington, an up and coming engineer, that the bridge in fact could be built.

Working together for the first time, the father and son developed concepts of how it could be accomplished and how the obstacles could be overcome. With great excitement and inspiration, they hired their crew and began to build their dream bridge.

The project started well, but then an accident on the site took the life of John Roebling. Washington was injured and left with a certain amount of brain damage, which resulted in him not being able to walk or talk or even move.

"We told them so."
"Crazy men and their crazy dreams."
"It`s foolish to chase wild visions."

Everyone had a negative comment to make and felt that the project should be scrapped since the Roeblings were the only ones who knew how the bridge could be built. In spite of his handicap, Washington was never discouraged and still had a burning desire to complete the bridge.

He tried to inspire some of his friends, but they were too daunted by the task. As he lay on his bed in his hospital room, an idea hit him. All he could do was move one finger and he decided to make the best use of it. By moving this, he slowly developed a code of communication with his wife.

He touched his wife's arm with that finger, indicating to her that he wanted her to call the engineers again. Then he used the same method of tapping her arm to tell the engineers what to do. It seemed foolish but the project was under way again.

For 13 years Washington tapped out his instructions with his finger on his wife's arm, until the bridge was finally completed. Today the spectacular Brooklyn Bridge stands in all its glory as a tribute to the triumph of one man's indomitable spirit and his determination not to be defeated by circumstances. It is also a tribute to the engineers and their team work, and to their faith in a man who was considered mad by half the world. It stands too as a tangible monument to the love and devotion of his wife who for 13 long years patiently decoded the messages of her husband and told the engineers what to do.

The Brooklyn Bridge shows us that dreams that seem impossible can be realised with determination and persistence, no matter what the odds are.Even the most distant dream can be realized if we are determined and persistent.

2010-09-27T22:33:00.000+08:00

oh, oh ,oh! DID U REALISED THAT MY BLOG IS BLUEEEEEE NOW? (: haha. i know right? it's so awesome! I love BLUE! wooots: D

Foong Ping told me to blog today, so here I am, blogging. seeeee, i kept my promise. hehe.

Today's a Monday, and Mondays are usually dreadful, but it's okay today. Sleepy.

First period was KH, Kemahiran Hidup(: AND THERE'S NO MORE PUAN NORHIDAYAH:( she's a really good teacher.. but she's on mc. so Puan Norjanah took over her place. Foong Ping, it's not Jajah: P She's okay larr. I don't really like her. I feel like she's talking to herself. I don't get her.haha. whooops. no insulting(:

And then it was Maths. Maths with Puan Khoo. we learned rotation, Zhu Wei is so good in it. like. oh my gosh, he gets evry single thing teacher taught even before she explained it! : P

Recess.

English. We had english with Puan Parimala since Cik Ruqayah left to further her studies: ( i miss herrrr. she makes our lessons really fun! and she gives us sweets,chocolates, and not to forget, SPONGEBOB STICKERS<3>

History. I got back my history exercise book, and guess what? i found out that there were a few questions, i mean quite a lot of questions i forgot to answer, and i just passed it up but teacher marked it! she marked the questions! HAHA: D

Art. We did some "teknik catan"s, but i didn't finish. ANDRIA, I need help! hahaaaa.

Alrighty, that's bout it. Got to go now.

Chao,

Siang Siang

2010-09-27T22:03:00.000+08:00

Have you ever had that moment?

when evryone turns their back onto you?

when you feel so bad and you need to talk to someone but there's just nobody there who's willing to listen?

Have you ever had that moment?

when lost the best things you used to have?

when you lost someone you love so much?

Have you ever had that moment?

when you think no one loves you?

when you think you're useless and no one cares bout you?

Have you ever had that moment?

when you're so scared that someone will get bored of you soon?

when you're so scared that someone won't love you anymore when you change?

when you're so scared that someone's gonna leave you soon and won't love you forever?

God does. He loves you, no matter what. He loves you for who you are. only his love lasts forever(:

riao:)

2010-09-26T18:15:00.002+08:00

Love is not how you forget,
but how you forgive.
Not how you listen,
but how you understand.
Not what you see,
but what you feel.
And not how you let go,
but how you hold on.

=)

Vampire Diaries

2010-09-26T17:11:00.000+08:00

HELLLO:) I wanted to post about my trip to Cameron, but then i gave up halfway. I took A LONG time uploading photos but they somehow won't show and so i deleted them:(

So yeah, I'm watching Vampire Diaries:D Not bad! But i still prefer the Twilight Series. Well, they're quite alike thought. I actually find Ian hotter than Paul Wesley<3>ROBERT PATTINSON:)

Exam's coming soon. so fast! i just got back some of my August test results and now another exam is coming. Oh God, help me:D I should be studying, but .. erm.. and.. erm..

haha.

Kay, chao.

Siang Siang:)

wooooots: )

2010-09-20T17:05:00.000+08:00

okay. My mood's much better. Really sorry for the past few posts. Beware: long posts ahead: P

Well, yeaopppo. Time to update! On the 5th of September, which is a Saturday, the starting of my holiday, my relatives came to my house and gave Joey and I a surprise! How sweet of them. They brought us to empire for dinner and then bought us a cake from RT Pastry to celebrate our birthday: )

And then on Tuesday, I went out with my friends to celebrate my birthday earlier since I would be in Cameron on the actual day. YE-AP, we went to Sunway Pyramid AGAIN. Where else can we go? I mean we can't find somewhere else better than this. It seems to have EVERYTHING in it. haha.

On that day, Charmaine came to my house after fetching

Shern Ling with her at around 10am. Not long after that, my dear organiser, Freddiee aka Zhu Wei, came: ) Charmaine actually rang him up and threatened him to appear in ten minutes time or else we'll leave without him: P he actually walked here! wowww.

And then after we reached Sunway P

yramid, we met up with the others, Foong Ping, Lemon, Sonia and Darien.

After a long time deciding where should we go next since there's no nice movies, we've decided to go to Gasoline,which is in Asian Avenue. I kinda like that placee cause of it's renovations and their drinkss: D Kwan Yew came and joined us while we're theree. While waiting for our food to come, I dragged Foong Ping along with me to buy a present for Charmaine cause her birthday's coming soon to, and I ended up buying her a scarve: D And when I went back to Gasoline, only Zhu Wei and Deyy's there. The others all went and bought me presents. I was like awwwww.

After all that chit-chatting, act emo and throwing french fries, we've made out way to the ice-rink. WE WENT ICE-SKATING! My favourite part: )Well, there's no pictures taken there, since no cameras are allowed in there: (

We all started complaining that they're hungry and so we went to Secret Recipe. CHEESECAKE<3.

Ahhh.. I was like sooo full after enjoying that cheese-cake which tastes like heavens! We somehow walked into MPH, and started camwhoring: D It was after we walked out of it only we saw that "No cameras allowed" picture there. whooops.

Not long after that, my mum kept calling cause Alex brought a dog to my house and my mum had no idea what to do with it, and it kept chasing my mum. ouch! hahaaa. so yeah, I had to go back. It was such a wonderful day thanks to them! : )

inamorota

2010-09-19T16:54:00.000+08:00

i feel like typing a lot today. Blogging is such a good way of expressing thoughts, of releasing anger. I should change my privacy settings soon. As some of you know, yeah, if u know me good enough, you should know. I have 2 blogs, yeap. But none of you know the url of my second blog. I stopped blogging there, but I did not delete it, cause it has some precious memories of my past, those bittersweet memories that money can't buy.

oh yeah, another post of no pictures and no updates, just expressions. If u find this craps, as usual, u can leave now. Sayonara.

I don't know what am I doing? I'm lost, really lost. I really wanna help you, because u've always been there for me. And when I said always, I mean it. When I call or shout out to you for help, you're there. Everytime i'm scared or worried, I lay them down onto you. I love you, God. I really do. But I find myself useless. I hardly goes to church. I don't even have one. I screw things up with her and all. i don't know what I'm doing, and what I should do. I can hardly help you. I'm sorry. But i do want to help, I want to do things for you. i want to. Lord, would you help me? use me. I love you.

no boundaries

2010-09-19T16:31:00.000+08:00

Helllllllooo. I didn't blog for a long, long time. My apologies again.

I don't think I'm in the mood to update bout my life now. I just feel like expressing my thoughts and all.. and maybe get emo again. And if you just can't stand people getting emo or you think reading all these are shits to you, then you can get out now. thank you.

I've been reading some of your blogs. There're really good and nice. Your english improved tremendously, and then I think bout myself.. Have I been improving in my language? in my studies? I don't know. I feel like I'm just staying at that level where I left. AND I DON'T LIKE THAT. I want to move forward, I want to, and I will. I'm not feeling jealous or anything, ur life is awesome, and yes, I would love it if I have your life, but there's no point wishing for something that wouldn't happen. You're inspiring me. By looking at you, I know that I can improve too, I can be like how I wanna be, with God's help.

Sometimes I think would my life be completely different if I'm born as someone else, in another family. No, don't get me wrong, I love my family. But I think it's a waste of my time thinking of this stupid things that would do me no good, I am going to change my life. I am going to make a difference in my life. I am going to make things happen! I remember coming across this book, and it has these really meaningful sentence that I love. They say it's not who you are that makes you successful, it's who you wanna be.

I can't change the things and decisions which were already made. I can't turn time back and then make a different decision, which would change my life now completely. I can't! but I can change my future. And I am going to.

I don't know what got into me, and I started writing all these. You can call me crazy or weird or what-so-ever but I don't care. But oh well, just to remind you, don't judge others if you don't wanna be judge. U're not perfect to, u know?

urgh. Who do you think you are? you think u're oh-so-perfect? you think u're some princess of some i-don't-know-what world, and evryone has to listen to you? You think u're so cute and all and the whole world revolves around you? OH WAKE UP ! for goodness' sake, You. are. not. perfect. so stop thinking that you are. I'm trying so hard to like you, u know? cause I dun want to hate anyone. I don't like how it feels when I dislikes someone. I AM TRYING SO HARD TO LOVE YOU, so would you please STOP making it so hard for me? I'll appreciate A LOT.

Impossible-possible

2010-08-20T21:18:00.000+08:00

At the name of Jesus, Every knee should bow: )

Ciao,

Siang Siang

wooots~

2010-08-20T21:11:00.000+08:00

Hello: ) There's nothing much to write today.. actually, my dad is right behind me now. And it's kinda hard to write with someone behind me. shy shy. haha: )

Okiee then.

Bye bye,

Siang Siang: D : D

Another great day : )

2010-08-19T21:25:00.001+08:00

‎(:Dear chewy, you have a cute face. You make me smile. You should be my bestest bestest fren. You and I should eat chewing gum. I'd get your name tattoed on my tongue. You are the best chewing gum ever. I love you. Love, deyy. (:

Got that letter from DEYY: D AND I LOVE IT! I dun know how many times have I read it: ]

cupcakesss

2010-08-11T19:35:00.000+08:00

i didn't post for quite some days because I was busy doing i-don't-know-what, I just somehow didn't have time to post. whoops. sorry. But now I'm posting cause Foong Ping said if I update my blog, she'll update hers too: D

oh yeah, If you're wondering what am I doing at home right now when I'm spose to be in school, I'M SICK again. jeez. So yeah, i can't exactly remember what I did the past few days: S

Well, I was helping my mum decorate cupcakes last Saturday night: ) T

hose cupcakes weren't decorated yet.. Can u see that cupcake with some white colour cream spread on it? YEAH, that one. I was spreading some glue onto it so the decorations can stick on it. Who said we can't eat glues? I just found a type of sticky edible glue: D : D I wonder what will happen if i use this type of glue to stick papers in my note books. Will ants come and attack my books? haha. I should try that someday: )

Aren't they just so cute? That was how the cupcakes turned out. Not bad aite?

Okieee. That's all for today. Gotta go.

Ciao,

Siang Siang: )

Happy birthday: )

2010-08-05T09:24:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BEST FRIEND,

SENOJA WONG!

Heyy, u're now 14: )

and we've known each other for 4 years, since standard five. You've been a GREAT friend, always there for me.. I really really thank God for giving me a friend like you: D

Although now we're in different schools, and we no longer talk as much as we do last time.. u're still my best buddy. I'll always remember the times we had together. The times when we called each other almost everyday after school, the times when we're in the same class, those sweet moments when we got our UPSR results and all.. . You've made my life a better one. thanks: )

I hope everything's good for you. Wish you all the best in everything!

Love,

Siang Siang

*sorry, but that's the only picture we've taken together besides our class photo. I hope u won't mind: )

bleeding love: )

2010-08-05T08:51:00.000+08:00

Hello: D

-I had P.E's SEGAK yesterday, and I did sit up and that thing that makes u stretch until your leg hurts a lot. ouch! Other than that, yesterday was dreadful..

- FP, Forgive Puan Emilia: ) she didn't mean to be racist! haha. That incident was FUNNY. it proves u're special. be HAPPY: )

- Andria, sorry but I can't go to your house today. Have fun with Foong Ping: D

My post today is really short... nothing much to talk about.

so yeah,

ciao,

Siang Siang: D

round round and round

2010-08-02T23:30:00.000+08:00

hello again: )

My day was .. sleepy. haha. Well, my school started with Kemahiran Hidup and we did some "kerja kayu". I had to saw my wood according to the measurements I've made earlier. It was FUN! I thought it's gonna be oh-so-boring but it was the other way round. Sawing using that "gergaji mudah alih" thingy is ADDICTIVE: ) But in the end, we've got lots of saw dust on us. They look like pixie dusts: D except that they itch my eyes, nose and throat. Ouch*MJ's tone*!

After that, it was science with Pn Loh. We did peka. that's all.

Recess.

After recess, we had Maths. Maths was.. fast. You know the way Pn Khoo teachers*winks*. She goes really fast but we can all still understand. haha..

And then it was Sivik. oh, SIVIK! We had loads of stuffs to do for Sivik. We had to draw and do exercises. But still.. I like that teacher. She's really serious and she takes things seriously: )

BM. BM's just normal, you know.. with Pn SIVA. THERE, I spelled it CORRECTLY: D

and then it was time to go home. My favourite time. heheeee.

OH OH OH! I want to go out next Sunday, to Sunway Pyramid perhaps. Who wants to join me? I hope Alex, Rayna and Foong Ping can make it: )

That's all.

Ciao,

Siang Siang: )

p.s Deyy.. I wanna know !

p.s gotta wake up early and go to Andria's house tomorrow for our sejarah projeck/ presentation. wish us luck: )

You make me smile : )

2010-07-31T20:54:00.000+08:00

This is dedicated to my dear sweetheart, ELAINE KOH SIM YEE: )

I knew you through someone. It's weird because I've never seen you before.. wait, does webcam counts? haha, but yet we're so close. I get to share EVERYTHING with you, and trust you with all my heart that not a single word will slip.
Every time when i feel sad or depressed, I'll go to you and you'll console me. You're always there for me when I needed you, when i needed someone to talk to.

Every time when I'm doubtful, you'll give me advices: ) thanks, darling.

I really thank God for giving me a friend like you. If I've ever did or said something that hurt your heart, please forgive me. I love you: D

(sorry darling, i dun have any of ur picture, so I just copied one from ur fb. I hope u don't mind)

Love,

Siang: )

To the world, You are one person

2010-07-31T15:39:00.000+08:00

To one person, You are the world

heyy : ) so long I didn't type. My apologies. As you can see, I've re-designed my blog, and changed the url. yeahh, I was bored with my blog and I wanted a new start. I thought of deleting this blog and starting a new one.. but it's kinda like a waste. so yeahh.. this is it: )

I hope u'll love this "new" blog: D

Let's start with my day yesterday:) I went to school as usual. It was.. fun, i guess. oh, when it was sejarah period, "some" people went and locked our classroom doors so our teacher can't come in adn the whole class got punished. haha.

We had spot checks and all too.. tiring. I dun know why but I like spot checks: D Well, that's about all.

And then today. I woke up early to go for scout's meeting. This is my second time going this year.. We were separated into groups of three and we're asked to built pyramids using paper cups. We're given 10 cups, 2 shoe laces and 5 rubber bands. And guess what? My group got last. how nice. haha. Then after it ended, I walked home. I love walking home after scout meetings: D

I saw Amanda, Foong Ping and Brendon's mum today. wow. I went to this restaurant, and the boss there looked familiar, and then later we realised she's Brendon's mum. I was like whoa~ so long I didn't see her and Brendon. I miss my fwens: (

This post is longggg. sorry.

with love,

Siang Siang

ngawwww. I miss you guys=)

2010-06-14T12:32:00.000+08:00

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hello once again

2010-06-14T12:06:00.001+08:00

Heyyyyyy=)

Long time I didn't blog. Yeah. No excuses. I was LAZY. haha. Okay. so yeah, I'm having my school holidays (Yeepeeeeee). One whole week flew past without me myself realising. it was fast. like WHOA~

Oh, so now's my last week of holiday. I'm going to have to rush to finish all my homeworks, sejarah folio and projects. ARGH.. I thought we're supposed to be having holidays, a lil short break after studying our heads off for our Mid-Year examination. But yet the teachers doesn't allow us to rest, they just have to give us somethings to do. Ishh..

SO, where should I start from? whoopss.. I guess this post would be an EXTREMELY LONG one since I've to catch up the days which I didn't post, IF I can remember=)

Let's start with my exam week. AHH.. that week was a mess. I was trying my best to study.. Oh, good thing you didn't see my room, it was so messy no words can describe. I threw my books/stationaries everywhere after I finish using them, made no effort of placing them back to where they should be. But studying was okay, Thank God. There were some funny parts too.

Like, when I was doing my calligraphy homeworks. more like rushing to, since I didn't do them for a long time(hehe), I almost dipped my brush into my cup of cincau drink instead of the ink. I wonder what'll happen if I really did. And after I finish studying, I was tired, maybe a lil bit dizzy. I went to the toilet and I was about to squeeze my dad's gel onto my toothbrush. LOL.

I was sick during the exams. One day before my exams started, i had a fever.. haih. But seriously thank God, i get to sit for the exams=)

And then after the exams, there were my holidays. *clap hands* MY FAVOURITE: ) yesh!! On Monday, Hif, Prasad, FP and I went to Andria's house to do our science project. WE HAD LOTS OF FUN! okay, so we weren't very serious. We were playing around more than we did our project and guess what? Our base was still blank when we went home.. haih. Now I worrying if we could finish it on time.

Then... it was Tues, and Weds, and Thurs, and Fri.. OH GOSH, I can't remember what I did. Of course I did some stuff, but I can't remember them for now. Wait, lemme think. I went to Look up point on Fri(or issit on Thurs). AHHH.. the night view there was BEAUTIFUL, although the food isn't very nice, but it's all worth it.

Then on Saturday, I went to Sunway Pyramid with my family. It was funnnnn too=) At night, we had a family reunion dinner since my uncle is back from Australia. OMG, I really don't like this kind of dinners since they're boring. And after that we still had to go to my aunt's house. But it wasn't that bad after all.. Well, at the very least, I didn't regret going. That's good enough isn't it?

On Sunday, we went to church and we were late. Haih.. Then, we went to my uncle's house, and it was so so so bored. His house is huge and beautiful, no doubt for that, but I had nothing to do over there. I was like YEAHHH when we get to go home. haha.

Kay, then it's today. i woke up late as usual. oh, u know what? I think my blog's lack of pictures. but I'm always so lazy to upload pictures. whoopps. SORRY.

got to ciao now.

BYE=)

hello fwens

2010-05-26T20:31:00.000+08:00

HEYYYYYYYY

This is gonna be a really SHORT one. Yeah, cause it's exams now. lol.

okay. that's all. GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST FOR YA EXAMS=)

thought I wouldn't be blogging, but I just did

2010-05-15T21:53:00.000+08:00

Hellooo buddiessssssss,
how's your day? awesome?
Lol. I'm blogging again. not really. Just posting this one post. After that, I'm having exams.. so no more blogging. Will continue after the exams=)
Not much bout today. Woke up late, as usual on Saturdays. We went to the Empire Gallery today. It's crowded and new and nice. A good place to shop. Popular Bookstore is there too.. I love book shops. hehe.
Okay, then I'm home till now..
That's all. My posts are getting shorter and shorter. I wonder why. My problem? Perhaps.
And oh yess, I miss Ao Xiang and Iskandar.
Haiz..
Iskandar sent me a message and I was kinda shocked and happy at the same time. Can't believe he still remember me. We don't really talk when we're in the same school and now.. when we hardly see each other, I miss him and regret badly for not talking much to him when I can. So, appreciate those who are around you.

Bye bye.
Siang Siang.

Seal this blog with a kiss

2010-04-18T15:37:00.000+08:00

I've updated 61 posts altogether in these blog and this is the 62nd. I have two blogs, one's this and the other one's my personal blog, which I no longer update anything in it. It was a blog full of sorrow and so i ended it and created this blog. This blog's suppose to be a blog where I share all the happiness in my life with all of you. My blog's url tells it all. http://www.serenesmiles.blogspot.com/.

Serene smiles. There's a meaning behind it. I love my blog. It's where I express myself, express my feelings.

But, I think I'm going to end it today. This will be my last post in this blog , but maybe somedays when I feel like updating, I will. Sorry everyone, Sorry. Of course I've a reason why I'd made this decision but I don't feel like sharing it here.

I want to continue blogging but I'm not going to, or perhaps just once in a blue moon. If you look up into the sky, and you see a blue moon, come and check out my blog, because I've updated it.

Bye bye.
I love you, blog.

Burn the night away

2010-04-18T00:10:00.000+08:00

There's nothing much to write bout today, so we'll just leave it , kay?

Alex, Rayna and Foong Ping:

I'm so sorry I'd been a horrible friend. So sorry. I don't know what to do. but I know that I'd hurt all of you, indirectly. I didn't spent much time with you guys. Especially Rayna. You just came back from Australia and there's a lot of things you need to catch up with but I didn't help you. I wasn't there for you and I didn't even asked you whether you needed any help. I know I should but my excuse was that I was busy. I was busy but I still should spent times with you guys. Foong Ping, I'm sorry because I promised you I wouldn't be angry, but when you told me the truth, I was. Alex, I'm sorry I didn't really understand how you felt all this while. I was making wrong conclusions. Sorry. Please forgive me.

KY:

I'm sorry too.. cause being your friend, i should console you when you're going through hard times but I didn't know how to . I want to and I know I need to but I didn't know what to say to you. I'm sorry. Just to let you know, I'll be there for you, no matter what.

Elaine:

I hope that you're happy. I want you to be. And even though now thing's are different, but there's something that will not change, as far as I'm concern of. You're my best friend and you'll always be. I love you. I wish you all the best in everything.

Yee Lynn:

How are you? Long time I didn't talk to you. You know what? You're my personal councellor but I know that everything is way different now, and it can't never be like how it was. But till now, I hope time goes back. You were always there for me. A nice friend. You consoled me when I was sad. You gave me advice when i was confused. When I was lost and couldn't find my way out. I always say that different school doesn't change anything. But it does. How long was it since I last chatted with you? Few months ago?? I don't know. I've lost count. But you'll always be in my heart. This'll never change. And you're right. I shouldn't cling onto the past. I don't want to. I want to move forward, together with you. I'm trying hard to. The past is pulling me, holding onto me tightly , it feels so hard for me to walk. I hate it. I've got to put everything down. I should just let them off, let time all go behind as time passes. I should stop crying everytime I think about it. Help me, pls. And i love you. I'd always did. Even the times when we fought. I hope you're doing great in everything now. With your school, with your friends. I'm not asking much. I'm not asking you to take me as your best friend, but pleassse don't forget me. Plss.

p.s I miss you.

Because of you?

2010-04-16T20:02:00.000+08:00

Hola, how was your day ? Mine's consider awesome. Kwan Yew, Pak Wen, Hifzhan, Foong Ping and I went to Subang Parade today. We reached school at 12pm and then walked to S.P. We went there and didn't know where to head. Haha. In the end, we ended up having our dinner at Pizza Hut. Not very nice though, I mean the services. There's no more refillings for the drinks and the Pepsi was so diluted.. We complaint while paying the bills and guess what we got? They gave us another three cup of ORIGINAL, NON DILUTED Pepsi for FREE. Then, Foong Ping and I bought two cups of ice-blended bubble tea. Was super nice, freezy, refreshing.
After that, we walked to Foong Ping's house and waited for her'transporter' to come and pick us all up to school.
School was okay. It's kind of a good thing, isn't it? Went back home from school. Ate Dinner.

That's my day. Not bad, eh?

what's behind those smiles?

2010-04-14T21:29:00.000+08:00

Today was just a normal day. It wasn't that bad.
Mun Hong came for our perhimpunan rasmi. I thought he wouldn't be coming cause he didn't show up, but he did.. he was just late. He told pictures of the whole assembly. More like blocking my view. haha. just joking.
The perhimpunan was nice, kinda interesting. There were dances and also dramas... and some speeches. I don't really like those speeches. Well, i bet no one does.
We had our prefects' meeting too.. It was a successful one but .. NVM.
Everything's going quite well today, despite... some of the sad times today .The Not very happy ones, but forget them. I don't want to talk bout it anymore.
I don't know what else to say. I'm going to stop here.
Bye bye

I wanna

2010-04-11T21:55:00.000+08:00

Errrr.. sorry about the photos. The photos which I took using Foong Ping's phone are very very blur. I wonder why. Gosh!!!

Btw, I woke up late this morning and we all rush for church. Church was okay. Well, I like the song we sang at the end of the service.After that, We went to Summit. I bought new uniforms since mine's now blue, thanks to my sister's skirt and also because they're starting to turn yellow. SO, I got new ones.
Ate our lunch there too. I was really frustrated when I was in the lift. Ohmeegosh, there was these bunch if people making a lot of noises in it. The guys were talking bout some stuff, shich sounds stupid to me, but they think they've said something smart and kept acting as if they're so cool. The girls are laughing.I was so annoyed plus my mood wasn't very good at that time.
Then, finally.... the door of the lift openend. I can't wait to run out of it. I can't stand those people.
After we've done all the shoppings, we went home.Some people came to fix a new air-cond in my room, so I was quite busy, helping them get tools or cleaning up. I am so so sorry Rayna, cause I kept you waiting just now and I couldn't spend much time chatting with you. SORRY!
I was so tired I fell asleep on my sofa, after everything's finally done. Then, when I woke up, everyone's eating dinner so I joined in. And then now, i'm just wirting bout myself again.

Bye bye
Soyonara.

Need you now

2010-04-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

This are some of the pictures of my school's Sport's Day. Well, not taken by me. I forgot to bring my camera, as usual. I got those pics from Mun Hong and Audrey. So , thank them: )

That's Mun Hong and Audrey..Yellow rocks ! yellow <3
Alex, Christina, Pei Nee and Liz preparing to run.. Gosh, what did I do to the picture? I did something, without myself realising , and now it's blur and small. Sorry.

Erm..kind-of lazy to post the pics today. I'll continue tmr, kay?

Stab my back

2010-04-10T18:45:00.000+08:00

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2010-04-10T15:33:00.001+08:00

Today's my school's SPORT's DAY!! but now they don't call it Hari Sukan.. they called it the Hari Kekohanan Olahraga. Sth like that. So difficult to remember it since it's so long. I wonder why they change it.
Btw, i woke at around 6.20 am in the morning and got prepared. Then, Foong Ping came to pick me up. Thanks a lot, FP!
We bought Mc D before going to the stadium. The day kickstarted with the perbarisan by the four houses, and also the badan beruniforms., then there were some ikrar, prayers , speeches and performances.
After all those, the races started. I was shouting, "Go YELLOW!!" while my friends were like.. "Boo! Yellow, Boo! Go Green!" And then I showed them an irritated look. haha.
After that, it wass sooooo boring, I couldn't stand it and I went home.
Wow~ I slept for the next few hours and woke up at 3pm. Can you believe it? Yes. I can. haha. Ate sushi for lunch. Not bad.
And now I'm updating. My day's not over yet. Only half of it passed. So i can't predict what will happen later. Hopefully, it's something good.
But this is all for now. Bye bye: )

Two is better than one

2010-04-09T00:47:00.000+08:00

it's 12.47pm but I'm still not asleep. i don't feel like sleeping. There's no one I felt like chatting with is online. *sob**sob*
i don't know what's going on. I am feeling empty. I know I'm tired but I don't feel like sleeping.
I'm just listening to songs, over and over again.

I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore

2010-04-08T21:17:00.000+08:00

We didn't study today. It's not that we don't want but there's no lessons. Haiz. Guess it was okay. First, I had to go to "jaga" 1B, to make sure they're quiet. And it was easy. They were very very, and I mean VERY quiet. Unbelievable. And so, it was kind of boring. Nothing much to do.

After that, we played truth or dare. It was fun. We did lots of weird stuff and answered many weird questions. So sorry, couldn't tell much bout it cause we made a promise to not tell out.

BTW, friends aren't allowed to go to our Sport's Day. Gosh, why??! But rules are rules. We've still got to follow them. Aiz.

hmm, nothing much to blog about. So, BYE

That's what you get

2010-04-07T22:19:00.000+08:00

TodaY'S NOT BAD. kinda fun compared to yesterday. First, we had our Sejarah. Pn. Belinda came in and taught but I could barely get what she's saying. I wasn't concentrating. I was in a bad mood and I just couldn't concentrate.
Then, PSV aka arts. Our teacher didn't come. I wonder why. She wasn't here too last week. So, nevermind. We played around in class. Well, nothing much to do, right?
Break. I wanted to buy C2 but it wasn't cold again. haiz. The koperasi members should lower down the temperature of the fridge, and so I ended up buying a cold, freezing minereal water. That was what I wanted. Something cold, refreshing.
Maths. Pn. Khoo came in and taught. It was okayy, I guess. Maths was always okay. I guess that's good, isn't it?
PJK aka P.E. At first there wasn't any teachers in class, and they were only a few students since most of them went for the "kawat". I dare Zue Wei do 70 times of push up and he really did it. WOW. GO, ZHU!! After that, we had to go to 2D. Our PJK teachers are there. Did some exercises and then the bell rang. Phew~
Geo. Pn. Ranjit didn't come in. Pn Wan came in instead and we were all very happy. WE LOVE PN. WAN!! She's a very nice teacher. We talked , joked and complaint to Pn. Wan.
My watch showed it's 6.40 pm so I went out to do my duty.
and then,
Rrrriiinnnngg. The bell rang so I went home.
Ate dinner. And I wrote a story. It isn't complete yet. Well, it'll take some time.
And that's all bout my day. How's yours?

Btw,
Sayonara: )

Why can't you

2010-04-06T22:28:00.000+08:00

love me and trust me ?

Just ate a delicious, yummy CHOCOLATE ICE-CREAM that taste like heavens: ) Aww.. I want more.
Btw, today's okayy.
Didn't do much studying cause my school's a mess. Thanks to all the practises going on. We only studied for Science, and I don't really know what's going on. The teacher should talk in english and talk slower. I heard that Pn. Loh's coming back. Can't wait!!
Then, we just gossiped and talked for the rest of the day. Nothing much to do, though.
Was sad, because of something. i don't feel like writing it out, Sorry. : (
well, most of the students went for the perbarisan or erm.. dancing? I don't know. I was kinda bored cause someone left me. haiz.
Forget that part. My day today is kinda boring rite? bt there were actually some times where I had lots of fun but I can't remember it right now. i think it'd gone somewhere in my mind and couldn't find its way out yet.
I think I got to make my posts more INTERESTING. Any suggestions?

And I'm starting to like Si Won. He's HOT and CUTE. Aww...

look, what's that?

2010-04-05T20:43:00.000+08:00

It's a post, of course.

hehe.

Btw,

how's your day?

Nothing much about my day. Went to school as usual and everything was just normal, plain normal.

so staright to the points.

1. Elaine's back. So happy. Had an awesome time chatting with her last night.

2. Foong Ping created a blog. WOW, rite?? YEAH! so when you're free, check it out! It's cool: )www.ahfoongpubliclife.blogspot.com

3. There's koko tomorrow. Acually this is just a reminder for all of ya, so I wouldn't be the only one going and also not letting you have an excuse of not knowing and then DITCH ME !!

That's all. Very short, right? SOoory, but I don't know what else to write.

Bye bye

here I am to worship

2010-04-04T23:50:00.000+08:00

Psalm 56:3-4 : When I am afraid, I will trust in you. In God, whose word I praise, in God I trust; I will not be afraid. What can mortal man do to me?

Jeremiah 29:11: "For I know the plans I have for you," says the Lord. "They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope."

You smile, I smile

2010-04-04T21:48:00.000+08:00

Today's Easter. HAPPY EASTER!! Is this like the third time I wish you guys in my blog? Getting fed up? sorry. But it's an awesome day for christians, rite?
So, how was your Easter? Mine's okayy. Woke up this morning and went to church. Church was okay. We were like.. half an hour late?! whoops.. Then after the sunday service ended, we went for lunch, as always.
Came back home. Didn't do much after that. Watch movies? Ate chocolates? nothing much.
Oh and yessh, I watched Tinker Bell : The lost treasure. And also The princess and the frog, but I didn't finish watching it cause it was too boring for me. No offence, people. But, TINKER BELL WAS FANTASTIC: )
hmm.. I'm bored. Well, I miss all of you and yesh, of course I miss Sri KL. I'd never forgot all my sweet times there, all the times I had with my best buddiesss. Lyn Dee, you can 't imagine how happy I'm when I get to keep in contact with you. I miss you so terribly. And I want to know more bout you, your school, your new friends.. I hope we can be friends forever. * Different doesn't change anything.

ask, seek, knock

2010-04-04T15:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY EASTER , MY BELOVED FRIENDS: )

Burn The Night Away

2010-04-03T20:46:00.000+08:00

Just let me burn the night away
Oh, baby let me burn the night away
By thinking of the simple things you say to me
that get me through the day

Woke up at 11.40 today. Pretty late, huh? Went for lunch. Ate this really hot, spicy Yee Mee. OH GOSH, IT WAS SO SPICY!! I guess I could have burst any minute. haha.

And then we went to Summit to shop for shoes. I need a new shoe desperately. Well, I guess our mission is completed since I found myself two beautiful shoes.

Ate dinner in a reataurant in the shopping complex. What's the name of the restaurant? I seriously paid no attention to it. Sorry, I'm no good with names of reastaurant.

hmm.. came back home at around 7.20 pm? bath and here I am. And yesh, my grandpa's here, in my house. He'll stay here for a day. I quickly ran up to my room when he reached cause.. hehe, my room's in a big mess. WHOA. No joke. If you ever come to my house, never go into my room, out of curiousity or what-so-ever, unless I give you permission to, or else you'll get the shock of your life. Don't say I didn't warn you.

TOMORROW'S EASTER!! So, HAPPY EASTER DAY: )

bye bye

* Was really happy yesterday, because someone called.

up: )

2010-03-31T21:08:00.000+08:00

It's a big big world (World),
It's easy to get lost in it,
You've always been my girl, Oh,
And i'm not ready to call it quits,
We can make the sun shine in the moon light,
We can make the grey clouds to the blue skies,
I know it's hard, Baby believe... me...
That we can't go nowhere but up,
From here, My dear, Baby we can go nowhere but up,
Tell me what we got to fear...
We'll take it to the sky pass the moon to the galaxy,
As long as you're with me Baby Honestly (Honestly),
with the strength of our love,
We can't go nowhere but up...
It's a big big world (World),
And i'm gonna show you all of it,
I'm 'a leash you with pearls (Oh),
From every ocean that we've swim in...
We can make the sun shine in the moon light,
We can make the grey clouds to the blue skies,
Yeah I know it's hard, Baby believe me (Oooh)...
That we can't go nowhere but up,
From here, My dear, Baby we can go nowhere but up,
Tell me what we got to fear...
We'll take it to the sky pass the moon to the galaxy,
As long as you're with me Baby, Honestly (Honestly),
with the strength of our love, We can't go nowhere but up Nowhere but Uuuuuh whoaa-p , Whoa, Whoa, NOwhere but Uuuuuh whoaa-p, Whoa, Whoa...

Baby

2010-03-31T20:41:00.000+08:00

And I was like
Baby, baby, baby ohhh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine mine

Gosh, that's song's kinda good. Not Awesome but not bad too.. I love the chorus. LOL!

Hmm.. Woke up at 9am this morning. Ate breakfast. Did my homework. Read a book I'm trying to finish by this week. Ate chocolate(Ohh, yum yum) and the went to school.

School's just school. What else? We had our assembly today and it was boring, as usual. I was about to fall asleep. haha.

Then lessons. Pn. Belinda and our Seni teacher (what's her name again? ) are not in school today .. so we just talked, more like gossiping. lol.

Then we had P. E. Not very fun today, though. I thought we'll get to play badminton. But thanks to the weather, we can't. URGH!

Then, Geo. Geo's just normal, like how Geo's suppose to be.

Hmm.. then, the bell rang. TIME TO GO HOME!

Ate some kind of I-don't-know-what-you-call-it Italian dishes. haha. Guess the theme of my dinner tonight is ITALIAN?

And then, here I am, updating my blog. : )

I'm missing a lot of people.

Rayna, Elaine, Hui Ann, Anne, Sara, Senoja, Jaslyn, Yee Lynn, XP, Giovana, Kai Wen, Izzat, Kai Wen, Meng Jeff, Aneesa, Zhu Wei, Huey Ching, Ao Xiang, Beatrice, Ji Yian, Rachel, Ji Jie, Grace, Hsin Min, Amelia.. and a lot more.

I missss you guys.

And Yesshh, I know. This is a very long post but who cares? I want it long today so try to stay with it, kay?

p.s I'm really sorry if I've been emo.

The 'DELETE' button

2010-03-30T11:38:00.000+08:00

When I dislike a post or when a post brings back sad memories to me, I can simply go to the "edit posts" section, tick on the post and press the delete button and it'll be gone forever. No longer will I see it, no longer will it spoil my mood.

But why isn't there a delete button in us, in our brain? Some memories we want to forget, we can't. Some things we wanna put down, we can't. Would it be much easier if our body has a "put them down" button, and we can click on the folders or files we want to put down or forget, and they'll automatically get lost .

Too bad, there isn't.

This is a weird post

2010-03-29T20:56:00.000+08:00

I stopped myself from broking down into tears. There's something I'd never told anyone, and I'd never plan to tell anyone. I don't know why I'm writing this but I bet you wouldn't understand it. But, pls don't ask. i don't want to end up crying again.
I was reading 'something' and I felt horrible. Millions of questions starting coming out in my mind. I was sad, very sad. I thought I could let it go, but I realised I can't. I thought I'd put them down, but I didn't. I was just lying to myself.

HOLA: )

2010-03-25T21:46:00.000+08:00

HEYY!! I don't know what to post for today, so I'll just say Hi: )

AND BYE: )

I miss you,

2010-03-24T20:14:00.000+08:00

all of you.

everyday's getting better

2010-03-24T20:09:00.000+08:00

Woke up. bla bla bla. Went to school. Got my Sejarah and Geo results today. Hmm.. SJ was okayy, Wen Li beat me. Argh. Then, Geo was quite dissapointing. Haiz.. Nvm la. Don't cry over the spilt milk.

We also had our P.E today and it was AWESOME! I played badminton and I really enjoyed it. I like badminton a lot since young. I wonder why I stopped playing it. But well, today was super duper fun.

Then, school ended. Went back home. Ate dinner. And here I am, updating my blog.

I guess.. that's all I'm going to write bout today. LOL.

Ciao!

my best buddy: )

2010-03-24T10:30:00.000+08:00

Hi Anne,
if you're reading this message, this is for you. I miss you a lott: ) Hmm, I really wonder how does it feels living in Australia?
How's your school life there? You said you're in a girl's school, rite? So, erm.. is it a boarding school? And how's the syllables there? Is it much harder than Malaysia's? Tell you something. I really miss the times we were together. How nice would it be if time flies back, to the times when we could be together? To the times we played, joked, laughed. Haha. I know it's impossible but they'll always remain imprinted in my memories.
Lol. Do you have a blog? I want to link you. haha.
And how are your friends there? And teachers too?
Alright, I think i'll end my message here, before they get too long and before I broke into tears, thinking of how we were used to be. SO, yeah..

Bye Bye,
Siang Siang.